You have nothing to be ashamed of. You can trust your healing process & in the hidden higher purpose behind things happening as they do. You are strong & you shall flourish on all levels.
You don’t have to enjoy the process of growth, but you can always trust it has your best interest at heart. However, do not confuse negative, especially traumatic, experiences as something Spirit has inflicted upon you. Spirit would love your growth to happen in the most joyful & peaceful way possible. As your relationship to Spirit heals & strengthens, this can be the way you grow, more often than not. However, Spirit also knows that sometimes we are to move through intense experiences before we can gain access to the light. Those experiences can teach us things only those who have truly suffered & brought their suffering to consciousness & healing can know. The lessons learned include compassion, wisdom, strength & fearlessness, faith in Spirit & in humanity & the recognition of the challenges of awakening while having trust in the ultimate power of light. Such a soul becomes one truly badass & divine human being, a powerful healer & a light bearer in this world.
Place your hand at your heart. Take a deep and calming breath in and out. Repeat 3 times. Read or say the following, aloud if possible:
I am a divine soul on a sacred journey. The wounds that are healing are where the light is most active within me. When pain gets my attention, it is the divine wisdom within asking me to notice and learn something helpful and compassionate. My scars are signs of wisdom gained. The light can and will assist me in transforming the most difficult struggles into holy paths of grace. Healing shall manifest completely, generously and lovingly, according to divine timing, for the spiritual benefit of all beings. I AM grateful, strong, and blessed.
Rest. Reflect. Are there issues you believe cannot heal? Can you hand them over to Spirit with the belief they can and will be healed? Repeat the above statement if you feel it would help you anchor confidence and trust in your heart and mind.
Ground, replenish and hydrate yourself. You have completed your healing process.
White Light Oracle @Alana_Fairchild